i didn't want to leave paradise

Ever had a nasty wake up call?

I've been stumbling around my days, keeping it busy, always on my toes, half still wishing i had sand underneath my soles, and the busy, bustling atmosphere of phi-phi Island.

How can you fall in love with a place?

Daydreams of becoming a beach-girl started to fill up my mind. I can learn to fish and how to scuba dive. I can help my parents sell fish and make bracelets from sea shells. I can be a travel guide who can speak waay better English that those guides over there. I can be a fire-thrower chick! All these wonderful things......

Assignments.
Midterms.
Meetings.
Housework.

All caught up.




Last night I became so angry with my self, to the point that I am furious! Grrrr! Get a grip Amee!

I failed in one thing once, now I've failed again. TWICE! Failing twice, SUCKS!

So now I'm awake. No more skipping classes and procrastinating.

So long, goodbye paradise, I have to leave you.








Hello real life!