hang in there

Hello world, hows it going?

Plenty of stuff happened lately, too much to tell, i dunno what to start, but i guess i'll just start by saying, I'M ALIVE COZ I SURVIVED FINAL EXAMS! MBUAHAHAHAH!

That's all for now.

ciao

telepon kejutan di malam hari

Apa jadinya kalau seorang DJ di Pakistan tiba2 nelpon lewat ym?

Tadi gue barusan dikejutkan oleh online-call call dari seorang DJ kondang yang sekarang sedang berdomisili di Pakistan. Setelah berkutat dengan headphone dan microphone, akhirnya gue menerima online-call tersebut.

Mengira ada hal penting yang harus disampaikan, gue langsung pasang kuping untuk mendengar baik2 apa yang ingin disampaikan di DJ kondang ini.

Apakah itu?

Dya berkata, "Cuman mau bilang aja, aku lagi makan bakso!"

KLIK!

Udah, gitu aja.

Reaksi gue: *krik krik krik krik* BAHAHAHAHAH!

Lalu siapakah DJ kondang ini?

Tak lain dan tak bukan, DJ kesayangan kami semua, Pakde!

ciao

tardiness in the making

I knew that restarting my blog would mean that i can express myself again, and write, and blablabla. But one thing is for sure: I WILL SLEEP LATE AGAIN!

I have no idea why, but my writing inspirations starts to be fluid once its past my bedtime. Maybe some circuits in my head goes haywire and thus the creative side of me thrives.

Well, almost done with my blog design, how do you like it?? Any comments, anyone?? All i need to do now is add people on my blogroll, which stupidly, i forgot to save their URL's. darn it. Thank God for Google.

Its 4.11 a.m when i wrote this, and i have a report due that is unfinished [not even started, actually, forgive me dear groupmates!], loads of tutorial and studying to do.

Huff.

And i was planning to start a show on my youtube channel, which is inactive actually, but i would like to start a series of VLOGs with the title, "Adventures of the Accounting Student".

Waddaya think about that??

Anyways, gotta get going with my report, sleep, and other human things to do.

ciao

Look, i know i'm guilty of not updating for months and months now, but i'm changing a few things now. I'm gonna update more, i promise. As you can see, i've changed the look of my blog. I'm older now,so i guess i'm more mellower and stuff.

I'm gonna take new pictures for this blog, and i hav tons of materials ready in my head.

as for now, i just wanna let ya'll know... i'm still alive xD

ciao

Lets make our life colorful!

Great news:

I have re-formatted my PC!

I have one more finals left!

I'm going home!

Hurrah!

I know I shud be studying rite now, but I was home alone and i kept on complaining about my laundry, my bills, my piling dishes until...

I realized I didn't have to complain! Because after tomorrow, I will be free!

So I made a little video about this revelation and a song with it!

Its crappy as always, but it was made to make a few smiles... [and made in under 3 hours] maybe, hahaaha. if its good enuf to make smiles I mean xD.

Have a wonderful day, as always.

Paint Our Life

Today is a Monday

Go back to my old ways

Wake up in the evening

Go to the kitchen and eat leftovers of dinner from yesterday

I cannot live this way

The bills are unpaid

My laundry's pilling to the rim

The dishes in the sink

Darlin' its starting to stink

I think

My patience's hanging on the brink

We both know that life is too short

Its too wonderful to miss it in a blink of an eye

So why do we waste our time?

Coz life is a mix of everything

No matter the tragedy

We should keep on moving

With you by my side

I know I'll be fine

So please take my hand and lets paint our life

So please take my hand, lets paint our life.

R.I.P Blecka

I don't know what sort of vibe I give off, but somehow I always manage to repel technology.

My PC suddenly went AWOL on me and is acting weird. Time to re-format, but I have no idea what happened to it! Oh, Blecka, why do you have to die on such an inconvenient time?

My laptop is old, slow and ancient. But at least he is faithful! But, oh no~ My printer can't be detected by my laptop, so I can't print my online notes for tomorrow's tax class! NOOOO!!

My handphone's MP3 ability has died too, I have no idea how that happened. And... what else?

I repel technology!

Gaaaaaahh!

Please, please somebody save my electronics for me. Pleeeaaassee! Huhuhuhu.


Blecka, I miss you.

miri on hiatus

Guys! Hello! How are ya?

Just to let you guys know, I'm going into hiatus on this blog for a while.
No particular reason, just having loads of negative thoughts in my mind that I cannot simply channel through this blog.

But in case you're wondering what is up with me, ya'll can check my other blog containing my rants, complaints and whines,

KREASENSITIF.


Its an unedited blog, containing all those blaah thoughts in my head, written without much thought like a verbal diarrhea.

Ciao people, and have a awesome day, as always.

i didn't want to leave paradise

Ever had a nasty wake up call?

I've been stumbling around my days, keeping it busy, always on my toes, half still wishing i had sand underneath my soles, and the busy, bustling atmosphere of phi-phi Island.

How can you fall in love with a place?

Daydreams of becoming a beach-girl started to fill up my mind. I can learn to fish and how to scuba dive. I can help my parents sell fish and make bracelets from sea shells. I can be a travel guide who can speak waay better English that those guides over there. I can be a fire-thrower chick! All these wonderful things......

Assignments.
Midterms.
Meetings.
Housework.

All caught up.




Last night I became so angry with my self, to the point that I am furious! Grrrr! Get a grip Amee!

I failed in one thing once, now I've failed again. TWICE! Failing twice, SUCKS!

So now I'm awake. No more skipping classes and procrastinating.

So long, goodbye paradise, I have to leave you.








Hello real life!

i present to you, fuukk-it!

Guys, im leaving to Phuket!

So this is something for all of you guys. I wrote a song in record time! And this is the 1st attempt of recording so, hehe, i know my voice cracked and my chords slipped a bit, but hey? I'm going to Phuket!



Story Behind It

All the various events that is happening around Cyberia these days, including a pervert who is groping people in the A1 or C1 block elevators - ladies, beware - and also a recent event in which i got hit by a womanizer - screw you! - and of course, about my excitement of going to phuket! Whoo hoo!

I didn't have time to upload it at mixPod, so go to this link to check out the song!


Fuukk-it! [Phuket]

If you had a bad day and things are getting worse, well just Phuket!

If the womanizer's hitting on ya then changes his mind, well just Phuket!

If your work is overload, you don't know what to do, well just Phuket!

If these pervert's groping you in the C1 elevator well just... kick him in the balls.

Chorus:
Coz...
Midterm break is on the horizon now
There's nothing to bring you down
And you'll know I'll be happy
Coz I'll be in Phuket, Thailand...

I'll be in Phuket, Thailand...


Okay guys, I hope you liked it! And comment yeah?? Yeaahh?? Whoohoo!



Special Thanks to:

• Indocoustic for changing my strings
• Abi Rakan for lending me his mic, hehee
• All the lovely ears who heard my rants and complaints about a certain butt-hole last nite
  
• God! For giving me a sign to steer away from that certain guy, thank You!
• You guys, for commenting =D
  

brief

This will be a very brief post.

*ehem*

MEN SUCK!

That's all.

Cheers guys! And happy holidays for all MMU buddies!

i just wanna sing

Lalalalala!

I feel like this



And this



And this

And this



But mostly I feel like jumping high becoz life is wonderful!

Channel [V]'s Battle of the Pop!

Calling all Indonesians and Nidji fans!

Come and join channel [V]'s Battle of the Pop and vote for your favorite artists! I chose Nidji, coz I've been a fan since they came out - one of the original CD's that I bought, and I only buy a few ya'll.

Its a Battle between Asia and America folks!

So lets help Nidji rise up and conquer this battle by logging in to this link. Register as a member, then cast your vote.

Nidji is now up against One Republic - !!!! - and has 70 more votes than them. C'mon guys, lets support Nidji, yeah!!

Although my judgement was a bit clouded when I saw my dream hubby, Mr. AZ, on the list too, but I managed to click vote for Nidji.

Okay, I guess I'm a bit biased, but heeeyyy, Indonesia ROCKS!!

This is the video that is featured in the battle. I don't really like the video. I think its corny and the visual effects are just... I dunno. I like Agnes Monica's videos better. But hey, I guess they're on a budget. But love the song tho!

arrgh!

Must. Study.

Agenda for Wednesday:

• 1 Auditing Midterm in the morning
• 1 Marketing Midterm in the evening
• Ironing
• Prepare for Phuket trip
• Loads of other things I must settle before the midterm break

It's 5pm and still no progress in studying. Stuck in facebook commenting on pictures from ISS Nite.

Must. Study.

Must.

Urgh.

i got mine

Karma is a very powerful thing...

Always be careful of what you say.



Coz it might backfire.

fuuuuu-ket!

Countries I've stayed in and/or visited:

Indonesia [obviously, I was born there]
NY, USA [stayed, 3.5 years]
London, UK [stayed, 3.5 years]
France
Belgium
Netherlands
Brussels
Singapore
Tokyo, Japan [stayed, 4 years]
Malaysia [staying, from 2006 till now]

And soon to be added in the list:
PHUKET, THAILAND!

Whoohoo!

My dream of traveling around the world is in the making!

the first time in a long time

I watch these guys dancing, laughing, smiling... in pairs. A number that describes them as lovers. In the middle of a house filled with couples, I am there, minus a better half of me that I haven't met yet.

My mind wanders.

PMS is making me mellow. Boy, do I know how hard it is for me to fall. And then its taking me more than a year to get over it all. God made my heart small, but it can fit a million feelings with constant feedback and echo. Remembering how it feels, although I can't remember a face, or the sound of a voice. Just the feeling, but I remember it well. Gosh, it feels like a million years ago.

Love is overrated, but I have over-rated it. And its making me set my standards high, so I guess I'm not that easy to get by.

Which makes me unapproachable. I guess. Does it? People may know me, but they don't know whats going on inside my heart. Do you?Or are you just making wild guesses that aren't even close?

Where is that place I'm missing? I'm so comfortable where I am now, I'm afraid I don't want it to change. Where is that place I'm missing? Somewhere I want to call home. Somewhere I haven't been in a long time.

And then I'm charmed. Tall, dark, but not so handsome. From afar. Then nearby. As you open your mouth to speak, I begin to smile.

What an ordinary voice, but I seem to remember it well.

Infatuation? Hmm, maybe. Most probably.

A chat, an exchange of smile, a laugh, a secret. It was nothing, until I had a dream about it.

And then I can't stop thinking about it.

I skipped a heartbeat. I'm choking as I breathe.

I can feel it. A new story is about to begin.

And then I start to daydream about it...

...wait, I don't even know your name.



I snap back to reality, then looked at the couples surrounding me.

I guess for now, I'll just dance and laugh and smile along with them.

regarding no smoking day

Did you guys know that last Monday it was "No Smoking Day"? That's why MMU made it a public holiday, coz MMU doesn't support smokers! No, I'm kidding, last Monday was a holiday because it was Maulid Nabi, had nothing to do with No Smoking Day.

But smoking has been an issue for so many years. Many people start to realize the disadvantages of smoking, while the younger generation are getting more exposed to it.

The smokers say that smoking is good for monitoring your health, coz if the doctor forbids you to smoke, that means you're not healthy, but if you're huffing and puffing away, it means you're fit as a horse. Hehehe, lame excuse.

The non-smokers say that they are victims of secondhand smoking - and its true! - and they are trying to get all these smokers to quit.

But smoking creates a big industry. From the cigarrette factories, to R&D labs who study lung cancer and the cancerous chemicals that are found in cigarrettes, from the people who produces nikotin patches to special toothpaste for smokers, everyone will be affected if smoking was banned!

But even without the smokers, the world is polluted enough, not to metion the contribution of cigarrette butts to the pile of imbiodegradable - is that the right spelling? - trash. The streets are easily littered by those irresponsable smokers who throw away their cigarrette butts ANYWHERE!! Darn those litterers.

So, smoking, there is still a HUGE argument of whether it should be banned or not. But, I hope those non-smokers get to say, "Yo! It's No Smoking Day!" to those smokers on last Monday. What do you guys think about smoking?

And on this topic, I would like to contribute one of my own original songs about smoking, and smokers in particular.



Story Behind It

This song was written not so long ago, on the 19th of September 2008. This was my dark ages, when I was 6 kg lighter than now - I know, I'm FAT now, but I'm happier, hhahahaa - and when I was half-depressed. And playing around with some chords, I remembered how a friend of mine once said that, "My girlfriend is my cigarette. I'm devoted to it, and I'll be faithful to it. And it will always be there when I need it."

Uh, talk about addiction, but what he said ringed in my ear, and then I wrote a song... about devotion to a cigarrette. All those smokers out there, do you feel me???

Oh, and it's in Indonesian, so pardon me to those who don't understand it! Enjoy. Leave your comments!

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Anthem Perokok

Walau telah kucoba, meninggalkan dirimu
Tapi selalu aku, kembali padamu
Ingin kubercerai darimu, tapi kuterberai tanpamu
Bila terpisah ku akan mencari, jalan tuk bersamamu lagi

Chorus:
Perlahan kau membunuhku
Perlahan kau musnahkanku
Tapi kau temani, malam-malam sepi
Berjanji setia walau kau buatku, mati

Rokok putihku

Bersamamu aku menderita
Tapi terpisah aku tersiksa
Kini aku lupa, hidup sebelum kau ada

Pernah setahun ku tanpamu, setiap hari merindukanmu
Kadang kubertahan tanpamu
Seringnya, ku akan s'lalu menginginkan dirimu

Back to Chorus

Well, thats all! I know it's a funny song, but I think those smokers feel me when they listen to this, right folks?

hope

Dreams are possible if you think of it hard enough!

When you stop dreaming, it stops happening, so dream, keep dreaming, and make that dream into reality. When you believe it can happen, a way to it will be paved from the heavens.

But dream realizations need dedication, commitment and hard work. So don't just dream it, but do something about it.

And most importantly, dream realizations need a lot of money. So,

note to self: Study hard, be a rich accountant, and finance your dreams! Money!!!!!

You are never too old for your dreams.


MY DREAMS:
[as written on my note book at 05.03.09]

• Write and finish a novel
• Create and record my songs [nicely, not crappy bathroom recordings]
• Become a lecturer
• Give environmental contribution to the Indonesian community
• Go backpacking around the world

I wrote those dreams without actually knowing how to make it come true, but it seems that God is a better planner than I am. He is paving a road, and I have a duty to finish it.

Hope is on the horizon.

Special thanks to my dear friend, Zul Ramadhani. I know nothing is happening yet, I know my hopes are up. But something is created from nothing, and with you around to help me, I have faith, my friend!! Lets do this!

laughter, the best medicine!

What a day!

I would LOVE to tell you guys about my adventure today, but I'm drowning in my tasks in which the deadline is coming nearer and nearer.

Long story short, I went to class today, then went to KL then got stuck in a stand-still traffic jam, and came home at 9.30. Not so interesting? Wait 'til you hear the details!

Anyway, I'm so tired, but I still need to do a LOT of things, so how do I quickly re-charge??

By watching Moymoy Palaboy!




Marimar!

I love this video!

Always makes me laugh!

Ahahahaa, and Roadfill - the guy with the big hair - is cute and I wud definitely marry a guy like him! Ahahhahhaha.

o happy day

Quick update!

First, I went to KL on Saturday and bought a new mp3! It's this one!I'm so happy!! Okay, lets give it a name! Hmmm, any ideas guys? I named my guitar Black Jack, nicknamed Jeki, my laptop is Bleki, and my PC is Blecka - so lame! hahahaa. I have names for everything! Is dat weird? Give me your ideas of what I should name my new MP3!

Second, I'm going to meet my lovely duh-ling Mr. A to Z! Ahahahahhaaha, Jason, Jason!!!! *faint*

On Wednesday, 4th March 2009 I'm going to KL to watch Jason Mraz!! Arrrrghhhh!!

So meetings, assignments, work, anything... hueheuheue, sorry ya'll, but this is the rest I've earned! Yee-haa!

I'll catch up with everything after the 4th of March, but on that day, sorry ya'll, I cannot be disturb!


Third, MY SISTER IS COMING, I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!! From the 7th-9th of March my sister will be visiting, so nothing is gonna disturb me!! No rehersals, no work, no studying, just sister-time ya'll!

Okay, now I've got tons of work to do - which I'll be happily doing - so this is just a quick update.

And last of everything... I'M NOT MELLOW OR DEPRESSED ANYMORE! I'M SO HAPPY, THANK YOU GOD! I LOVE YOU!

I'm so blessed, I know it.

Have a fantastic day today, and everyday people!

stoned

azan maghrib berkumandang, menandakan satu hari yang telah berakhir.
yang berakhir dalam kesia-siaan.
hari ini yang telah kusia-siakan.

dalam rumah berantakan penuh dengan kejenuhan.
aku manja dan malas untuk bergerak.
membiarkan emosi menggerogoti isi hati yang telah rapuh dimakan oleh kesibukan.

segala jenis perjalanan terasa lebih panjang.
yang terdengar hanya ketukan langkah kaki.
dan kesunyian.

kesunyian.
pertanda.
kesendirian.

manja.
betul-betul manja.

malas berjuang, padahal segala kenyamanan berada dalam genggaman.

uang. perlindungan. dukungan.
tapi masih manja dan malas berjuang.

bodoh.
hei, tampar aku agar sadar!

norak dan emosionil.

dari gelap sampai gelap lagi, masih terduduk diatas bantal empuk.
membiarkan tulang dan isi otak keropos.

jengah untuk melakukan perbuatan.

lazuardi berubah menjadi hitam.
dan satu hari telah berakhir, kusia-siakan.



Feeling a little bit emo. because of my missing mp3. life, is too quite without music.

lost.

February seems like the month for me to lose things.

At the beginning of the month I lost my mountain-goat bag; it was stolen when I put it at the racks in front of the bookstore.

Notice how the bookstore takes off their notices saying, "Strictly no bags allowed"? Well, that is because of me.

Later on I lost the chance to go to Bali really cheaply. I just missed the AirAsia promo by a few hours. And most of my friends who planned to stay here during the semester break is going. So then I totally flipped and changed my mind - I'm not staying here for the semester break! I just bought a ticket home to Jakarta on the 31st of May, so its FINAL.

So I also lost my chances of staying in Cyberjaya during break - although no-one really recommends it to me.

Then, today, I lost one of the people who I call my bestfriend. Yeah, maybe he doesn't feel the same, maybe I'm just another friend who doesn't really matter much. But he is important to me, and I care about him too much that it seems weird to imagine a life without him.

One of the few Indonesian's who are taking accounting in MMU bailed out - again. I already lost one friend, now I'm losing another?

I know I'm being a drama queen and making too much of a fuss about this. I mean, he's only changing major and still be in MMU.

But to imagine not having the same classes, not having someone there to laugh about the lecturer or sharing comments of that weird kid who's sitting on the other row. Imagining not going to lunch together after class and sharing the latest gossip. Imagining not having someone who I trust with my secrets here beside me.

Imagining going through the hellhole of "accounting" alone.

Alone.

One thing from being different... is being set apart from anything else.

The majority of Indonesian FOM students are taking Finance with Multimedia. They have the experience of sharing classes together, eating lunch together, doing assignments together.

I wont have that memory. The chances of having that memory is gone now.

I called my sister and bawled my eyes off until my credit is finished. But she managed to say a few words that ringed in my ear.

She said, "C'mon Amee, cheer up. You're used to leaving and being left by now."

Yes, its true. As a constant traveller who never stays in one place for more than 4 years, I'm used to being left and leaving things behind.

I try not to get attached.

But you never get used to the feeling of emptiness it leaves behind.

Never. No matter how many times, losing something is probably the most terrible feeling that ever touched my heart.

Like a papercut, though small, it stings like hell.


And to top it all, I also lost my MP3 player today. Noooooooo! What am I without my MP3??

February, you are the month of losses.

Indonesia Sore @ RMMU

For my buddies anywhere, everywhere, come and listen to me and my evil twin Evl in RMMU on the show, Indonesia Sore.

Yep, in this show you guys can check out whats goin' on in the Indonesian music industry, you can request any Indonesian song you like and dedicate it to someone - or something - if you want! Just add our YM! radiommu@yahoo.com or visit the website. It's a time for you guys to chill out in the afternoon and enjoy a cup of te-o-ais. Hehehe. Afterwards, you can check out all the other shows too! Some dudes are just plain hillarious~

I've put a link in the sidebar if you want to listen.

Excuse me while I rant in Indonesian for a while.

Buat temen2 gue di Indo ato pun di mana saja, ayo dong! Kirim request lo ke gue, bales aja di comment dibawah, gue lagi pengen nambah pendengar!

Ada saran buat topic pembicaraan? Silahkan kasi ide2 kalian! Topic terunik bakal kita seleksi dan bakal kita angkat buat dibahas. Cie cie.

Ayo, dukung acara gue yak! Cup cup, muah muah!


RMMU - your ultimate multimedia tunes!

sickday

Guys, I'm sick. *cough cough*

I have a fever, my throat is heavily inflamed, and my house is a pig's sty - when my personal space is a mess, that shows that I am also a mess.

I skip all my classes - yet again - but I still don't have the strength to get up to the clinic and get an MC. Sheesh. How can they expect sick people to walk around in the heat like that? And of course, when I eventually get to the clinic, it would be because I am feeling better... so how can the doctor know I was sick??? What if he denied me an MC? What a bogus system!

Anyway, like most of my sick days, I'll try to get better by cleaning the house, it usually works - by the time my house is clean, I immediately feel healthier.

So, in my spare time at home, I like to watch youtube, due to the lack of a certain electronic called a television.

One of my favorite shows in youtube is made by College Humor and its called Jake and Amir.

Seriously, I would MARRY someone like Amir! He's just really cute, hehehehe. And stupid. And annoying in a really cute way.

You gotta check it out!

This is one of my favorite episodes:




OME - oh my Edward! Its kinda hard to understand their type of humor, but if you like American humor, this will totally crack you up - actually, I prefer british humor, but anything that is funny is alrite.

Another random video from College Humor. I love this one.





Heueheuheueheue.

Enjoy.

(still untitled)

Valentine's day has come and passed, and I still haven't made a post about it! I'm planning to, since its all about my trip to Gunung Ledang, but I just haven't got the time yet, and my documentary is not complete yet... some of my chum's still hasn't uploaded the pictures that I want - the pictures of me, of course.

But there is a tale that crafted on this lovey-dovey event, the tale of my housemates.

Now, all my housemates are romantically involved with a guy, I'm pretty much the only single - and loving it! - gal at home. But I have to admit, there is a slight pang of jealousy that I felt when I discovered the gifts that they received!

Oh, the joy of gifts! I love gifts! It doesn't have to be expensive, in fact, all the best gifts that I ever got wasn't expensive at all!

And me? Well, I didn't even get a single bar of chocolate - except if you count the chocolate I got from Bang Azlan during the hike, but I'm pretty sure that has everything to do with my stomach grumbling and not because it was valentines day.

And the coolest gift that one of my housemates got was a sony mp3, and its RED! - my fav color!

Aww, goosh! Gosh, its oh-so-adorable! Me want! Me want!



I compare it with my puny and pathetic mp3 - that is slowly playing to its grave, its gonna die pretty soon - and... OMIGOSH! It has a sound recorder!!

I immediately asked premission to borrow it and did a test recording.

Hmm... what to record, what to record??

Ah, what better than one of my original songs? Hehehehe - narsistic mode: on.

So, actually, this post has got nothing to do with valentine's day. Sorry guys, I'm just not that into it - but i still accept gifts xD. This post is about a sony mp3 product test!

Yeah!

After I recorded a song, I played it, cringed everytime I sing off-key, but overall, I'm not quite satisfied with this minuscule device.

The downside of the recording is that the volume suddenly goes up and down, and it has nothing to do with how I'm singing - or maybe the mp3 tried to cover its "ears" because of my singing. And the recording is not clear. Hmm, the recording device gets 2 stars out of 5.

And heck, I went through all the trouble recording it, might as well upload it!


Story Behind It

I wrote this song on the 18th of March 2005 - woah, i was only 16 ya'll! - and I couldn't find the right chords for it. Until one day, around last month, my fellow musician, Zulramadhani helped with the chords. And voila! Four years later after it was written, it's completed! Oh, and when you listen to it, yeah, I know, I have bad pitch control, I am aware of that. I am a songwriter, NOT a singer. Hehehehhe. And I seriously need to brush up my guitar skills.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

The lyrics:

(still untitled) by Miri Amee Music by Zul Ramadhani

Little girl so jaded
You've been played, treated like a puppet
How long will you walk that broken lane
Just a minute more you'll be left insane

Little girl living in a nightmare
Can't see outside the sun is shining bright
Does you father beat you up 'til you can't speak?
And you're mother drinks a lot 'til she is weak

Life seems over, and you have nothing more
And you're about to let it all go

Chorus:
Stand up!
Stand your ground right
Don't give up!
Everything is gonna be all right
Just think tomorrow will be a better day
And stand up, you know you'll be okay
Young man you're blinded
You were cast away, your lover doesn't wanna stay
Do you really think you can keep your cool
When your lady only treats you like a tool?

Young man, trying to make amends
You come to her with flowers in your hands
Do you really think that you should make a sacrifice
For a girl that kissed another guy in front of your eyes?

Your hear is shattered, you don't wanna love again
And you're falling down on your knees

Back to chorus


Okay, that's all. What do you guys think? And most important, what do you think the title should be?

Comment!

not so louse-y afterall

Well, I'm back from the clinic, and the kind, calm and collected Dr. Ali told me that..

I do not have body lice, just a common jungle bug that sticks to the skin and sucks blood.

Since I don't know the name of the bug, lets just call it the Cullen Bug. Hehehe.

And since its not body lice, its not contagious!

Whoop-tee-doo!


Well, I was fooled by Google and actually I was fit enough to go to class so in theory I wasn't entitled to get an MC (Medical Certificate).

But Dr. Ali was really kind and gave me an MC anyway, because I had sore throat.

Well, I've learned my lesson. Don't simply believe what the Internet says.

feeling louse-y

Today I managed to skip all my classes because:

a). I woke up late
b). I am sleep deprived because I was catching a deadline for a job
c). I have tonsillitis, and
d). I'm infected by body lice!!

*Que the screaming* EEWWWWWW! GROSS!

I know, believe me, I know.
It's absolutely disgusting!

How did it happened? Well, as I announced a couple of days ago, I went hiking up Mount Ophir or also known as Gunung Ledang. The trip was superb, and I will be posting about my tales up the mystical mountain later, now there are more urgent news.

After the glorious 3-day trip, I went home quite cheerfully coz I managed to come home in one piece and sick-free! Well that's what I thought... at that moment.

Late night on Monday I got a YM! spam from a fellow hiker in Melaka saying that,

"To those who went up Mount Ledang beware of red spots with a black dot in the middle. Once you see it, pluck the black part out because its a highly dangerous 'KUTU HUTAN' ".

When I read it I thought, "What the HELL is a KUTU HUTAN?"

I tried google-ing it. Didn't work.

Oh, well, I was feeling A-OK until on Tuesday I discovered red, scab-like marks on my body as I took a shower, and when you press it, it hurts! But I remained insuspicious and carried on with my shower, then went to class.

In a middle of the lecture, I suddenly remembered the spam message I got the other night. Then, without warning, I plucked the black part of the red spot - its like picking a scab - and, oh boy. What I thought was a scab, was actually A SCAB WITH FRIGGIN' LEGS!

And it walked around my finger and then...." EWWWW!!! GROSS GROSS! GERROFF OFF MEEEE~~"

*squish*

...then the bug died.

So now, I decided to stay off class because I know body lice is contagious as it can jump from one body to another - a quite lame excuse to laze out in my room, actually, ehehhee.

Today, as soon as i got up, I cleaned my room, got rid of everything related to my hiking trip, washed all my clothes, and took a long, long, long shower - the ones that makes your skin wrinkle. I scrubbed like mad and re-scrubbed, then re-scrubbed again.

I want to be rid of this hideous and embarrassing illness!!!

Silly old me, I still post it up here, annoucing it to the cyberworld albeit the embarrassment that I suffer for not having a cool disease!

Its friggin' body lice! Jeez!

What does that say about me? Does this mean I'm a slob?

Well, anyways, since the rain has died down, now I can proceed to the campus and try to get an MC and medication for my BODY LICE infection.

Sheesh.

Btw, wonder how this lice looks like?


Gross! Eventhough it sucks blood like Lovely Edward Cullen, but still... EWWW!

I hope i get well soon T.T

cigarette

I was Tagged by Aggie!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

*Added by Miri: I also added parts of the lyrics of the song to actually answer the question, its kinda funny how some are spot on! Just imagine me saying these lyrics when you ask the question xP


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
Get Up - Ciara ft. Chamillionaire [hahahaha, get up yo!]

Ooh! uh
The way you look at me
I'm feelin' you, uh
I just can't help it
Tryin' to keep it cool, uh
I can feel it in the beat, uh
When you do those things to me, uh
Don't let nothin' stop you
M-ooo-ve, ring the alarm
The club is jumpin' now
So get up!


HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I Think I'm Ready - Katy Perry [woah! Spot on!]

I'm used to opening my own doors and splitting the checks
He introduced me, was always just a friend
I bought a new dress, he never noticed
Always falling for these bad boys, such a challenge
I'm getting tired, of cleaning up after them
I think I'm ready to be a woman


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
D'inspirations - RAN [awwww~]

And I hate to admit it, but I'm so in love with you
Well it's not secret anymore, I can't keep it anymore
And I hate to admit it, but I'm so in love with you
Well it's not secret anymore, I'm addicted to your love


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Breakthrough - Nidji [oh yeaaahh!! *singing* "Now its time for revelation!"]

We used to think when we are younger
Living the lies behind the wall
Then she ask me what i'm thinking
And i said oh nothing at all
We're not a vintage generation
It's time to leave and break the wall
Then she ask me what i�m doing
So i said now its time for revolution
No no no..
You dont know me any more
Low low low..
You're gonna lower yourself
And take us higher


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Firasat - Marcell [woah, so gloomy]

ku percaya alam pun berbahasa
ada makna di balik semua pertanda
firasat ini rasa rindukah atau kah hanya bayang
aku tak peduli, ku terus berlari


WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
A beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz [woah, cool!]

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man then lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needed, humble but you're greeted
And based on your body language and shotty cursive I've been reading
You're style is quite selective though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Politik - Coldplay [woah]

Look at earth from outer space,
Everyone must find their place,
Give me time and give me space,
Give me real don't give me fake,
Give me strength and self control,
Give me heart and give me soul,
Give me time give us a kiss,
Tell me your own politik.


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Hung Up - Madonna [WTF??? Really mum?]

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Berdua Lagi - Jikustik [OME - oh my Edward! Spot on!]

Berdua lagi
Coba leburkan
Bedanya hati
Yang kian berjurang
Takkan terjadi
Bila t'lah beku
Berdua lagi coba hilangkan
Emosi kita yang menghanyutkan
Tak mudah untuk
Membuatnya utuh
Akankah cukup
Hanya merenungi
Hilangnya hari
Dalam menunggu
Lenyap rasa sepi


WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Pushing Me Away - Linkin Park [woah, no need to be so testy, its just a question, geez.]

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Sewaktu kau Disisiku - Baim :)

andai tak kulakukan
kesalahan yang pernah terjadi
ku akan tetap jadi milikmu

menyakitkan kau tinggalkan aku
kembalilah ku akan berubah

setiap hari kau selalu ada di hati
tuk penuhi kepalaku
untuk kembali padamu

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Setia - Jikustik [hmmm, ironic. What a sad life I have...]

Deras hujan yang turun
Mengingatkanku pada dirimu
Aku masih disini untuk setia

Selang waktu berganti
Aku tak tahu engkau dimana
Tapi aku mencoba untuk setia

Sesaat malam datang
Menjemput kesendirianku
Dan bila pagi datang
Kutahu kau tak disampingku
Aku masih disini untuk setia

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy - Fall Out Boy

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Jalanku tak Panjang - Ari Lasso [Waah!]

Semoga..
Aku masih bisa melewatkan masa separo putaran Bumi
Jalanku tak panjang.. Mungkin untuk bisa menuai waktu
Bersama dirimu..

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte [Bahahahahaha! What a wedding~!]

Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing a song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
I've never been better than I am today


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Time Isn't Healing - Feltbeats (Tom Felton)

And tick tock, goes the clock
Time is going so slow
And I'm supposed to be fast asleep
A couple hours ago

So I, I need to exercise
Alright, I've got to rest these eyes
And I, I need to knock on some doors
When I won't have to lie here by myself anymore


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Pasangan Yang Tepat - Marshanda [watdehel???!?! Not really explaining my hobbies, tho]

ku tahu ku cinta kau sebelum bertemu
kau pasangan yang tepat hari ini dan seterusnya
ku tahu ku cinta kau sebelum bertemu
kau pasangan yang tepat untukku


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Delayed Devotion - Duffy [scary!]

But your words come much too late
My love for you has turned to hate
'Cause you've taken too much time
To show me that you're mine


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
A Rush of Blood to the Head - Coldplay

honey
All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
Start as you mean to go on


WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Seventeen Candles - The Pink Spiders [hehehe]

Every day’s a distraction
All the animals just looking for action
And Emily’s free-styling rhymes
Smoking in the girl’s room to kill some time
Cause all they want is a girl who
Parties hard and doesn’t bother to argue
And nobody’s worse for the wear
Everybody’s cool with the “I don’t care”

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu - Ungu [uuuuhh....???]

Karena ku yakin cinta dalam hatiku
Hanya milikmu sampai akhir hidupku
Karena ku yakin disetiap hembus nafasku
Hanya dirimu satu yang slalu ku rindu


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Cigarette - Yellowcard [nice!]

I tag:

Whoever wants to do this tag! [since most of my fellow bloggers have done this one already, ehehhee]